No hidden motives, intentions, and no "come back and state I was lying and flame all".
I wanted to wait a little longer but it was eating me up. I made a post in alla a few days ago stating I was leaving and I will - this situation is unfinished business on my behalf however.
Here is my formal apology to the entire server of Cerberus in accordance to what was said by me in a thread that has died - this is further directed to Dahlgren. I made it sound like *no one* was there for me when infact that is not true. It was already obvious in that topic, and it may had been figured out by a few I associated in the game. Yes I am self centered. No I have no excuse for it. Why am I like this I have no idea, yes am I like this in real life. The whole help people as much as I can sorta made me be a peace with this truth about myself. But all in all if it isn't about me, I get aggrevated.
I believe while in my tagnant of anger I have made a grave error in judging a certain person here. I did however prove my point that I can be the most nasty SOB you will ever meet in this game. I've gone behind the back of close friends and I have successfully got a few to dislike these individuals when they have rubbed me the wrong way. My popularity had risen when I would find these people who were "victimized" by said person. This was my way to the top, as I was excluded from the traditional way.
And to Amanada. . .
*sigh* I suppose no amount of reasoning can take away my satanic words thrown at you. I do not deserve any forgivness from you, it'd certainly make me feel much better though.
Regards.