This week I've been really lucky with the drops, as I mentioned in the Mage accomplishment thread. Thursday I got three upgrades from ToC 10, plus the Triumph Emblem ring and the T8.5 helm. Then last night I got a bracer drop on Iron Council, which I desperately needed as I was still wearing the epic bracers from H VH.
Anyways, I was really excited for Uld last night after five upgrades, and expecting/hoping to see my damage done top the meters (also a bit nervous that my raid leader would expect it too). It didn't. My dps didn't even jump up that much. It seems to jump around anywhere from 4-5k in raids, and while my dps was consistently the highest on each boss fight, my overall damage was not. This is something I seem to struggle with and it really frustrates me.
I'm still a fairly inexperienced raider, and perhaps that is the problem. I've only been in Uld a handful of times, and ToC twice. Naxx I only cleared once, but did a few of the wings about five or six times, OS with no drakes I've done a handful of times, and I've had two attempts at EoE but still haven't cleared it yet (although my guild has). I'm not an idiot though. I listen during boss explanations, I almost never die from standing in bad stuff. I try and keep mana shield or fire/frost shield up as much as possible and I get IA procs quite often.
I've got about 2350 SP now with just AI, over 450 haste (can't remember the exact number), and 35% crit with just MA. Rawr says I should be doing over 6k DPS. Am I being too hard on myself because I can't reach that? Or do I need a kick in the head and some helpful advice? Link in my sig is to my armory (which isn't updating all my gear atm, but my spec is accurate), if there's anything you guys can see that could be fixed or have any advice, that would be great.